My first post

I am living with panic disorder and health anxiety (varying degrees of intesity over the years) It's becoming a problem again at the minute so in a bid to once again overcome the struggle in my head I decided to do a blog. Anonymously of course. I don't talk to anyone apart from my fiance about how I feel (and even then it's hard to really explain) and lately I haven't the time to keep a written diary - I guess I am hoping this turns out to be therapeutic and helpful to me.

I am writing this for my benefit - but I'm also hoping that people with similar feelings find this so just maybe we can help each other (and I can feel less of a crazy freak) I have to go right now but the first obstacle of setting the blog up is done now so I will be back later to... well, VENT I guess :)